Earth Hour

weiii!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stood for an hour infront of the roundball with a candle in my hand! yipee!
I'm an advocate starting this year.^^

Earth Hour is an international event organised by the WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature/World Wildlife Fund), and held on the last Saturday of March each year, which asks households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change. Earth hour was conceived by WWF Australia and the Sydney Morning Herald in 2007, when 2.2 million residents of Sydney participated by turning off all non-essential lights.^[1] Following Sydney's lead, many other cities around the world adopted the event in 2008. ^[2][3]

Earth Hour is currently taking place on Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 8:30 pm, local time.

sides of life

I attended a celebration. One was of natality. The other, mortality.

Grandma's nephew, kuya Junjun, started his life today as a married man. We were happy. He finally found the woman he wants to be with in his lifetime.

Mom's friend, whom she calls her "second father", died after we got home from the wedding. She cried, desperately. She didn't have dinner. She drank beer.

It's funny how happy we can be happy for a moment and be sad for eternity.

"You wait your whole life for a single moment, then one day, it's tomorrow."
-Deep Blue Sea

Goodluck kuya jun. May Uncle Mario's soul rest in peace.


~silence

Faster than a kiss

After losing their parents, Fumiko and her brother move from one relative to another. Fed up with the constant moving, Fumiko decides to quit school and find a job to support her brother herself.
While she sits on the park bench contemplating her situation, she suddenly finds her teacher standing in front of her. Surprisingly, their encounter ends with a marriage proposal and her teacher's promise to support and take care of Fumiko and her brother. Is he serious or just playing around...!?


weiii!

I'm totally hooked on this. I'm waiting for Ouran chapter 70! wee! The Synopsis above says 'Fumiko', but her name in the manga strip is Fumino. haha! what d heck. Kazuma's super cute!!!

resurrection, I

yehey... I'm back!


due to financial matters and time mismanagement, Alia is baaaaccckkk.

So.. how's it been? ME? SCHOOL IS OUT! finally! I'm really looking forward to summer! Why? SEE below^^

• Summer job
• High school buddies' sort of reunion
• Isko ball
• Enzz' 17th birthday
• Jethro's 18th birthday
• Kyra's 18th Birthday
• Jen's 18th birthday
• Niño's 17 birthday

and..... tarararararra...

• A new HOUSE!!

weee.... the last isn't final though. The buyer's undecided^^

Nativity

happy bithday hammer...

Drunk

"When in doubts, one must drink a cup of Sake."

-Yukino

Sake (sa-ke) is a Japanese rice wine. Usually, it is drank by farmers and locals during celebrations.

So.. why did i put that up? because I'm drunk. i've been driven by my nostalgic thoughts away from reality. heck, I don't know. I've been feeling drowsy since last week becuz of this stupid cough and cold. I guess it brought out the thought of High school-yes high school. the last time I owned freedom.

college is neat-oh yeah! I'm having fun. my grades are smiling at me like never before and how proud my grandma is of me.

but for some reason, I feel like it's difficult for me to breathe. people have these expectations and I can't seem to tear myself away from it.

I know, rejection is my greatest foe.

By consoling myself with memories past, I felt unchained from my heavy emotions. I was an average high school student. Now, I'm an excelling college freshman.

Back then i could always sleep half-way during classes. Back then, I could chat with my seatmate and cheat during quizzes(Never exams! too risky!). Back then, I could find time to write nonsensical things if I'm tried of listening to the lecture. Back then, I could spend time with friends longer than I'm supposed to. Back then, I could crawl on my bed after a day's little work and sleep without ever worrying what comes next. Back then i can always procrastinate about important things and get it done before due time. Back then I can always smile after receiving my report card, even if it's glittering mediocre.

Now, I'm worrying if i'd ever get beyond that 81 grade in college algebra (i so hate math. and i uber suck). I'm hoping it would smile 85 by finals so I could still be in the Dean's List. I'm hoping grandma would understand if i won't be in the Dean's list for this sem. i'm hoping I'd find that sign-whether or not I'd shift my course. i'm hoping I could spend more time with my college barkada instead of flooding myself with paperwork. I'm hoping my groupmates could see that they're not the only ones packed with work, I am too. I'm hoping that people would stop telling me what to do, what to think, what to do next. I'm wondering if I'm worthy of the compliments my classmates are giving me. Now, I can't force myself to be happy...

Unlike before. (hiccups)

Late

This is me. Pardon the late introduction.

In gundamspeak, I'm a natural-a person born normally, which obviously was born without technology enhancements whatsoever. I don't have these glittering blue eyes, silver hair, or a gorgeous body. All i have is all that i am.

without perfection, without liposuction, without nose-liftings, without fancy make-up or fab dresses, and without a doubt, I'm just your plain Alia armed with only my mind, my pen, and my hand.

My name is Alia Marya vi Britannia, which, is obviously fake. I hate my real name and don't bother asking me about it. Just call me Alia, that's good enough for me. I'm quite introverted yet you can't see that side of me much. You can see me lying down on the grassy field of the stinking-yet-useful Students' park (sometimes with RR, I think she likes it there).>>>>[me and RR] You can see me at the main canteen with Bryan or Gracelyn, Manilyn and Krisha Belle eating suman or babana cue. You might find me in the hallways laughing out loud with Barry, Cling, Talon, Jef, Par, and Silva while looking out for guys. You might find me too, at the library. That's where Andrei, Alexandrea, Hammer and I (me?) usually hangout, specifically, the deselection room.
<<<< andrei, alexandrea, me and hammer>
You might also find me tinkering the pc in our Omniana [publication] office(if not making articles, i'm printing mangas secretly or making anime music videos. Turn around and you might find me walking around Omar and Teston Halls looking for the USB 11 gigs. I might have gone to the BRH canteen with Krung, Angie, Bugoy, Kare, Rose Ann, May, Daggy, Tonton, Jade, and Arlou eating breakfast or heavy merienda.I may have gone to the John and fixed up my messy hair for the first time for the day. After that you can spot me back in the library's internet section browsing the net using someone else's school account. You might see me next to Jessan, who he himself, is using Aniversario's account. See me blog. See my thoughts. See my life. This is my kind of private life.^^ [Jessan and me]


On thoughts I live By:

"Don't try so hard to fit in when you're born to stand out."
-What a girl wants-

"As long as you don't trouble the rest of the world, there's no harm in being abnormal."
-Ichihara Yuuko-

"Love is just a temporary lapse of judgment, kinda like a mental illness."
-Suzumiya, Haruhi-

"Falling in love is incorrect."
-Mr. Abraham Contayoso

"Thinking is the activity I love most and writing is simply thinking through my fingers."
-I forgot-


wei!?

My 17th birthday gifts

I dug up some stuff from my treasure chest and i found some neat stuff!

here's what i got from my birthday four months ago.

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nnwhXUP5HI
Chidori made this video!^^ wai! this is her!

2. Hammer's letter;

I brandished my wand in front of a stained mirror. i then switched it to a goblet full of dense liquid. i pointed my wand in my left temple and i pulled out a gossamer-fine strand out-that this, actually was a part of my memory. I put it on the goblet and start reminiscing the scenes. [Remember how Dumbledore showed Harry his past memories?] Far beyond the reach of my two outstretched arms, latest news on farthest star was known, Shakespearean dictionary, Einsteinian knowledge, kingly affluence, J.K. Rowling's magic and imagination, museums history and mystery, and far more worse than Nero's tyranny, Aslan's roar, Merlin's beard and my Alex Pettyfer's pulchritude, I gaped at the ferocity of the gaze... You entered the room silently [and stealthily like a sylph] and moments later you start conversing with *Alexandrea and Andrei and to me. that time, there was no special spot of light fixed. There was nothing special but knowing I'm having my first class in college. the moment's still unforgettable coz never in a mere nucleus of a bread crumb did i ever think you are sooner than a tenth of a second to be my friend. Remember how short the time knowing each other? When you first sat beside me at that very moment i said [to myself] that there's no fat chance to spend a rich expense of my saliva conversing with you nonsense and unutterable gobbledygook just to befriend you-that time i was still balancing if I'm going to be friendly or fiendish. i pulled out more memories and realized that it's a dumb sheer luck and destiny knowing you because you paved a way for my mouth to speak the unknowable, undesirable and pukable truth. thanx for helping me out. that truth-hiding is and was sucking the whole shit out of me. being in this stupid state of oblivion and quandary i summoned up remembrance of things past-past so dark, abysmal, mystic and cascadingly, inevitably ill. what impugnity and impertinence for me to do such things like snobbing you sometimes. even if i can't say how much I'm thankful having you as my friend I still have this sentimentality stuck in my heart... Maybe I'll try to work a heck of a little harder on our friendship to stay still... but i can't be that expressive... I'm introverted. But even if I'll work bloddy hard on keeping our friendship still, I still have a doubt that I'm not going to make it last-I'm no good at keeping things right.

Lots of love and kisses and hugs (and slugs),

Hammer

P.S. Catch you soon. Enjoy your birthday. And break a leg...

Arrivederci, Aloha, Ciao, Au revoir, Goodbye, sayonara, cheerio, paalam, Adios...

3. Siezah's Keychain^^ (she's in the middle at the back)

this photo was taken a day after my 17th birthday..=)

4. Jethro's [obligatory] penshoppe flipflops [I guess they made him buy them..=)] (He's the one in white)

5.Andrei's handmade letter^^ [me and Andrei]

6. Alexandrea and Hammer's Tamaki printed photos [they really love me^^] (alexandrea and Hammer)

7. edluv's reply letter^^

I'm gonna dig out some more... wei!

Note: * Alexandrea, Hammer, and Andrei are not their real names

Deceived

This happened on March 9. names have been changed^^.

he told me they did "it."

I felt like barfing the moment I heard his squeaking yet sinister chuckle. his eyes were glittering and his lips remained red as apples on ice. I sighed.

"Did you really do it? you know, with him..?" I twitched.

"Oh yes. I feel so unclean now though, but i loved it." Hammer answered. " i wanna do it again."

"Oh, sick." commented Barbara.

"We kissed. not just those normal kisses. He said I was eating him out." Hammer laughed.

He smiled at me and I turned away. I never thought it'd get to this. How could he have done it? and with our kabarkada?? It was sick, indeed.

I asked the other party about it, Andrei said it wasn't true.

I texted Hammer:

He said you were lying...

NEXT Day...

"Alia, Hammer wants to give this to you." Che called. It was a sticker of the anime Code Geass.

La Lang... Nakita ko lang to sa ACE...

Now you know I'm a great liar! Hehe...

I love to fantasize 'bout things impossible to happen...

It's just that... I love him [really!]

Every color, every hue,

is represented by me and you!

Wish what i fantasize is true...

Truly loving, caring and fantasizing,

Hammer(-_-)zzZZ

P.S.

La lang... Nagdadrama lang...

to get my aphrodisia to next level...

Char char lang yung story!

was it so real?

Regardless of the damage done to my already-damaged-brain, I'm so relieved that nothing happened.

Poker Face

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas, please
Fold em' let em' hit me, raise it baby, stay with me
Luck and intuition play the cards with spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love, if its not rough it isn't fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying
I'm just stunnin'
With my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand 'cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got me like nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)



not...

but i love the song^^

giving answers

my friend ask me "yes or no?" 2 hours and 11 minutes ago.


i looked at him and raised a brow. he smiled.

"what the hell?" i retorted. "The last time you asked me that, i said 'yes', and you-you confessed that you're gay!" (narration, i'm not trying to offend the gays. i love gays^^).

"Just answer me."
"Yes."

poker face.
---------------

i really don't know...

how can i answer that fast without even knowing the question? was it right? what if i said no?
wtf..

makeshift

i never made my mind up when i decided to take up a course in education. honestly, it was all because i had this attraction with my teacher. this could have been the supidest thing i made.

and in the process of studying, i found myself wondering if i'm really gonna be happy with this. do i really want to be a teacher? i can't even handle my siblings well.

so as it goes, I got my first 99 grade ever. General Psychology.

it keeps on ringing my consciousness, and i've decided to take AB Psychology next semester. along with this decision, i know i'll have to give up a lot of precious things:

• College of Education
• EDUC 127 (and i really wanted to read music notes!)
• KAMAFIL (well, i never wanted to join anyway^^)
• My friends (well, i ain't leaving them, we're still in the same school^^)
• 11 units of unaccredited subjects (wai! it was a waste of money!)

uhm...

seeing this... i don't really think i've lots to give up..^^

wai!